Sunday, January 8, 2012

day 11... I think

I'll remember you as you were

hopeless

yet determined

I wish you had ended that way too

instead you lost all will to fight

you threw in the towel before we had even started

I don't blame you

life holds more important things than this

but how do I go back

and pretend this didn't exist?

that I didn't feel so deep about it?

sometimes I think it would've been easier

if we ended in the beginning

cut ourselves loose before the formalities

then I wouldn't have to forget

how happy I was

I could've gone on and prepared for nothing

at least now I know not to wait for rejection again

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