My bouncer friend from work, Kingman, gave me some advice tonight and well, I think I shall share it.
Simply, guys will go out of their way for the things they love. If they aren't putting in the effort and time then they don't love you.
Secondly, if you don't fuck them then it is harder for them to fuck you over.
Thirdly, he said,"It is just not your time right now but it is okay, focus on the people who do love you."
Beneath his bulky seemingly bulletproof exterior there is a gooey guy under there who understands.
I guess I am just tired of guys leaving me once they get a piece of me (yes, that's the honest truth in all its horrid glory). Always discontinuity. I am tired of no effort on their part but Kingman is right. It is not my time. And I am not going to waste any more of my time wishing or hoping for people to love me like they should when I know they will not and do not.
I've said my peace.
The end.
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