Thing have been really good, pretty weird, kind of low at times and really stressful. It hasn't been good, it hasn't been bad. And at this moment I feel empty, like some switch has turned me off, darkened to the point where everything inside and out is this black hole. I can't see where I am going and I can't see what's coming for me.
I don't want to be this way. I don't want to have to try a new pill cocktail.
I feel so confused about my feelings for people.
It's fine, it really is. I just feel kind of lost in my own head.
I am going to make a list of things I need to do in order to change things around, unfortunately all these things I will be doing probably won't have any effect on deciding where to put my feelings.
breathe molly.
